Time flies so fast, things change, memory fades..
Looking back through the pages of my memories makes me sad, giggle, wonder, and laughed.. I couldn’t image i did things that i think i can’t do but i actually did it. Bending my own rules just to be happy and the thought that ‘its my life, i’ll decide and do whatever i want’ was too foolish, i must say. I’ve become a self centered for a short time cos i thought i can handle anything where in fact, i suck up at it!.
I never regret a single decision i have made (no sour graping) though, if i do i wouldn’t understand and accept what was going on. Every single steps that i made and will make is a risk, risk of accepting what life has to offer, finding the true meaning of my existence and embracing what God wants me to be..
What happened was just a way of showing me how fate can play well. I know everything happens for a reason and in a right place and God’s time. I’ll receive what is intended for me…
This is kinda frustrating. Still working while everybody’s out enjoying their vacations.
I hate it to pieces.. Hope to feel the spirit of Christmas.
A friend told me ‘Find someone who will make you their priority and not just their option’. Actually, i should have done what is right a long time ago and i guess what happened last night was a wake up call. So yes, the decision has been made!