My Black & White World

It could have been two..

Time flies so fast, things change, memory fades.. 

Looking back through the pages of my memories makes me sad, giggle, wonder, and laughed.. I couldn’t image i did things that i think i can’t do but i actually did it. Bending my own rules just to be happy and the thought that ‘its my life, i’ll decide and do whatever i want’ was too foolish, i must say. I’ve become a self centered for a short time cos i thought i can handle anything where in fact, i suck up at it!.

I never regret a single decision i have made (no sour graping) though, if i do i wouldn’t understand and accept what was going on. Every single steps that i made and will make is a risk, risk of accepting what life has to offer, finding the true meaning of my existence and embracing what God wants me to be..

What happened was just a way of showing me how fate can play well. I know everything happens for a reason and in a right place and God’s time. I’ll receive what is intended for me…  

Best of 2012 P2.

Best of 2012 p1..

Working..

This is kinda frustrating. Still working while everybody’s out enjoying their vacations. 

I hate it to pieces.. Hope to feel the spirit of Christmas. 

Christmas.. I love christmas!!!

Want to go here! : )

Want to go here! : )

(via winterinabox)

Look how beautiful she is.. That’s my mother and i am truly proud of her. 
She raised 5 kids with different personalities by herself and yes! she molded us in a right way and taught us to live and put God as the center of our lives. 
I love you my mother! : )

Look how beautiful she is.. That’s my mother and i am truly proud of her. 

She raised 5 kids with different personalities by herself and yes! she molded us in a right way and taught us to live and put God as the center of our lives. 

I love you my mother! : )

A friend told me ‘Find someone who will make you their priority and not just their option’. Actually, i should have done what is right a long time ago and i guess what happened last night was a wake up call. So yes, the decision has been made! 

I call it a night!

What a very productive week! Everyday feels like monday. 

I don’t know how to cope up with all the things happening now. 

I felt lost, like a child. I’m walking in the darkness and i have no idea where it will lead me. 

Lord, please guide me.